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A little something
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Sometimes I wish I could believe myself different, unique, special even. Yet in fact i'm like everybody else. An adult trying to hit his teenage scars.
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I'm still alive
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The title says the truth, i'm still alive.
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Flu, Break up, School and Art
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Well I finally decided to post a new journal after 2 years, since i'm a bit more active on deviantart now.
A while ago i finish CEGEP in arts, now I have to go on with university but it will wait cause i'm poor and shit. I'm gonna take my bartending classes next week ; they were supposed to be yesterday, but the teacher got a car accident. They are gonna be a blast, I love doing flair and i love jobs like, restaurants, cafe and everything.
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I also have caught the Flu, yesterday it was pretty excruciating, today it's much better, i'm actually quite suprised, i was expecting it to be a lot worse.. I guess my immune system is stronger than before.. since i stopped partying and eating mcdo all the time
i'm happy to say i havn't ate at mcdonalds in 5 years.
I have quite a lot of painting contracts to do these days, and i have to start working on them. I have a boat scene and a happy jewish zombie carebear with a really huge weiner to paint.. also my parents want's 3 canvas and a friend of mine wants 3 skateboard designs. It's good money but I'm waay too lazy.. I have to stop being such a slob.
Oh yeah, after my bartending classes, I will gather some money and go on a trip around the world. I wanna go do some community service in africa, as well as go help on the coffee plantation in kenya. I wanna go work in a coffee shop in france, go in work in a pub in england or ireland, go meditate with the monks in Tibet, visit india.. well i wanna go fucking everywhere
it's gonna be hard, scary and dangerous, but I have the will to make it work. and it's gonna make me learn tons about myself.
I'm now single, and quite happy about it. I have a real good relation with my ex and we are having a blast as friends.. more than we had as a couple.
A while ago i finish CEGEP in arts, now I have to go on with university but it will wait cause i'm poor and shit. I'm gonna take my bartending classes next week ; they were supposed to be yesterday, but the teacher got a car accident. They are gonna be a blast, I love doing flair and i love jobs like, restaurants, cafe and everything.
.I also have caught the Flu, yesterday it was pretty excruciating, today it's much better, i'm actually quite suprised, i was expecting it to be a lot worse.. I guess my immune system is stronger than before.. since i stopped partying and eating mcdo all the time
i'm happy to say i havn't ate at mcdonalds in 5 years.I have quite a lot of painting contracts to do these days, and i have to start working on them. I have a boat scene and a happy jewish zombie carebear with a really huge weiner to paint.. also my parents want's 3 canvas and a friend of mine wants 3 skateboard designs. It's good money but I'm waay too lazy.. I have to stop being such a slob.
Oh yeah, after my bartending classes, I will gather some money and go on a trip around the world. I wanna go do some community service in africa, as well as go help on the coffee plantation in kenya. I wanna go work in a coffee shop in france, go in work in a pub in england or ireland, go meditate with the monks in Tibet, visit india.. well i wanna go fucking everywhere
it's gonna be hard, scary and dangerous, but I have the will to make it work. and it's gonna make me learn tons about myself.I'm now single, and quite happy about it. I have a real good relation with my ex and we are having a blast as friends.. more than we had as a couple.
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Art, sex, and rock n roll
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Good day Deviant friends. I havn't made a journal update in ages, and I feel it is time for me to do so. Today I realised how much I loved and hated school. I'm now at my 3rd term of college, and i have to say its pretty hard. My art classes are a breeze, but all the basic courses are a pain. I dropped out of many, failed some. That means i'll have to do a 3rd year. Then when it's all over I hope my 3 years of university will be fun and funky, can't wait to be there really. By that time I finish everything and become a real complete proffesional young artist, I'll be 26. Honestly it scares me a little, I know 26 is young, but it's a bit old too. I mean at 26 i would love to have kids and a job, but I guess that will have to wait. At least my girlfriend will finish her university 1-2 years before me, so we may think about getting kids when I'm 24.
My girlfriend is still and always will be great, I can't get enough of her. It's almost 1 year and we are still trucking down the love highway.
Pixelart on the other hand is my weak side these days. I'm sorry for those who would of loved to see more from me, but I don't have much time pixelling. I use my free times for painting, sculpting, playing games and let's not forget passing time with my girlfriend. Yet we are in the same school and same classes, it gives us a lot of time to be together.
I got my wacom tablet stolen... so I hope you're not hoping for some more digital drawings from me. All the peices I had started will have to wait a while. Unless you wanna send me a new one.. but yeah we all know it's not gonna happen
That's pretty much it. Have fun and keep on loving art.
Good day Deviant friends. I havn't made a journal update in ages, and I feel it is time for me to do so. Today I realised how much I loved and hated school. I'm now at my 3rd term of college, and i have to say its pretty hard. My art classes are a breeze, but all the basic courses are a pain. I dropped out of many, failed some. That means i'll have to do a 3rd year. Then when it's all over I hope my 3 years of university will be fun and funky, can't wait to be there really. By that time I finish everything and become a real complete proffesional young artist, I'll be 26. Honestly it scares me a little, I know 26 is young, but it's a bit old too. I mean at 26 i would love to have kids and a job, but I guess that will have to wait. At least my girlfriend will finish her university 1-2 years before me, so we may think about getting kids when I'm 24.
My girlfriend is still and always will be great, I can't get enough of her. It's almost 1 year and we are still trucking down the love highway.
Pixelart on the other hand is my weak side these days. I'm sorry for those who would of loved to see more from me, but I don't have much time pixelling. I use my free times for painting, sculpting, playing games and let's not forget passing time with my girlfriend. Yet we are in the same school and same classes, it gives us a lot of time to be together.
I got my wacom tablet stolen... so I hope you're not hoping for some more digital drawings from me. All the peices I had started will have to wait a while. Unless you wanna send me a new one.. but yeah we all know it's not gonna happen
That's pretty much it. Have fun and keep on loving art.
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Sharing my life
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I'll make this short, since I'm kind of tired and I don't really feel like writing a big journal entry.
But all in all, I've met a girl, a pretty cool one at that, she's sweet, tender and full of loving. Appenrently normal, for once I hope I'm right Since I know you all want to know the full story, I'll give you some more details.
She study with me at school in arts. She had a boyfriend and I was kinda hopeless. But I guess i was wrong, cause it was not going well with her boyfriend. So we were working late in the "A-30" (Visual arts classroom), she was there, blinding me with her blond hair and blue eyes. Seriously she's a fucking mirror, as soon as the light hits her you get blind, shes pale, blond and has blue eyes
. Anyway yeah she was there with her friends, We were tired, and bored of working so we went and took a beer in a park all 3 of us. Then we finished the night at her friend's house. Beer worked magic and we kissed and cuddled after much of joking and talking. 
All in all I bet you can tell I'm quite happy
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Oh and we have the coolest thing happening at my school. During the 1 week "study" break, the older students organise a creative night. It's actually 24 hours of creating.
We gonna have a nude model for 2 hours, beer, speeds and lots and lots of paint, charcoal, wood and metal.
I seriously can't wait.
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I'll make this short, since I'm kind of tired and I don't really feel like writing a big journal entry.
But all in all, I've met a girl, a pretty cool one at that, she's sweet, tender and full of loving. Appenrently normal, for once I hope I'm right
Since I know you all want to know the full story, I'll give you some more details.She study with me at school in arts. She had a boyfriend and I was kinda hopeless. But I guess i was wrong, cause it was not going well with her boyfriend. So we were working late in the "A-30" (Visual arts classroom), she was there, blinding me with her blond hair and blue eyes. Seriously she's a fucking mirror, as soon as the light hits her you get blind, shes pale, blond and has blue eyes
. Anyway yeah she was there with her friends, We were tired, and bored of working so we went and took a beer in a park all 3 of us. Then we finished the night at her friend's house. Beer worked magic and we kissed and cuddled after much of joking and talking. All in all I bet you can tell I'm quite happy
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Oh and we have the coolest thing happening at my school. During the 1 week "study" break, the older students organise a creative night. It's actually 24 hours of creating.
We gonna have a nude model for 2 hours, beer, speeds and lots and lots of paint, charcoal, wood and metal.
I seriously can't wait.
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